today was a good day!

guys!! i noe ive been missing for some time...but its all going good so far..many updates ive missed on like justin's bday, barbecue party..and alot more...ill try my best to updates as fast as i can..any-way!! my present life is goin cool...filled with fun..sumtimes u know u tend to fall into the sad part of ur life...but its all good...now in malife..its in a percentage of 90% hapiness n 10 percent sadness..gotta kill the 10 soon...;00...haha..now im watchin this sumkind of episodes of how ''how i met your mom''...anyway see yall soon on the next episode suckas!!!..have fun cuz theres aint to time for solitude..hahaha..

SUICIDES IN MALAYSIA..WTF!!

''Although it is estimated that Malaysia has eight to 12 suicides per 100,000 people a year, the figures could be more.'' this is wat i found from one of the articles on suicide rate in malaysia..wats going wrong?..and most of it is from ''LOVE'' failure..i fail to get it when how selfish a person can be when it comes to themselves..like they found this person sumwer middle of their life and theyll just..so call sacrifice for love for em..and kill themselves..like if ure ever ever ever in this situation of killing urself remember, the love of ur parents when u were brought up..all they had in mind was to see their kids grow up n to be sumone..and if he/she left u..wtf!!..just leave it to ur tears..i know its very hard accepting the fact that this certain person is gone in ur life..but think bout it this way!...u gonne find a better one,u gonne be sumone in life..and make him/her regret for life that he/she missed u...anyway im living in this condo on the 13th floor...and i have a huge window just right next to me..it wont take me a sec to just open it up n jump away...for de problems i have..evryone has problem remember..and god doesnt give us a problem that we cant handle..and if u cant handle then ur going against god..think bout it..i too was in this situation where i was contemplating suicide..and nobody gives a fuck except for ma family..''even the one who so called love me n would die for me wasnt there''and if u dont have anyone to hold u down..im here..thug_mansion90@hotmail.com..email me..i will definitely help u..

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY

HEY peepz..happy valentine's day..dont worry if u dont got sumone to go out with today..like kna wat i mean? not evrybody in a relationship today!!hellloo..haha...well life for me on valentine's today is the same..nth much different..but u know..some how u get connected to the person u love the most..doesnt have to be physical...haha..its betta if it is..haha...mann gotta finish ma assignments...so yeah i gtg..remember theres no reason for u to be sad!!!!!happy valentine's day!!especially for the single ladies..hehe

owh yeah b4 i leave...i would like to dedicate this song for all the suckas for love out there cheryl cole-fight for this love

CLUBBIN!

man had alot to drink yesterday!!..but man i feel like i got to get more into life..kna wat i mean? like athis party drinkin till ma lungs come out n shit..bringing me no where..but still i like it..haha..i wish i could get to know ya but i dont have the time..sum random shit from ma mind from yesterday's good time..haha..man im so hungover..went to sutras at first thinkin the 'people' was there..found out none of them were there but met shark ma brother and few of my girlfriends...then went searching them and they called sayin that thyre at gypsy..then headed in had sum black label to drink not forgettin the beer and sum kind of new red drink..got high that ass..then remil met his gf and gf's friend..then headed to bangsar..phrav went back home..had a lil chat in devi's corner..then bought sum portion of cheap liquor..hahaha..got really drunk n got back home..and peepz one song u gotta listen and sip on the vine..christina perri - jar of hearts.allrite i hate to leave but i got to go..p3acE

fuckfinish assignment day!!!

man...got up at 7 and still finishing ma assignment..fucked up boring seriously..im a hustlar baby!!i just want u to know..haha..photography is quite interesting..for the other..i wanna have four hands cuz i wanna put 4 thumbs down..haha..kna wat i mean?..kna what i mean?..kna wat i mean?...haha..im runnin out on wat to write.haha..owh yea need to get a part time job realo sooney..extra bucs baby!!nth better than that!!...it gives me amnesia quick..haha..alrigth peepo gtg nw..peace onceee again!!!

cny celebr8tion

hello!!!we meet again..i guess cny was about a week ago..im late...screw it la...so this is hw my cny celeb went..edward{my brother}:hmm..yall wanna drink...prasad:yeah lets go clubbing!!!..me:lets do it!!!..then we n went got some re-freshening booze..the BEER ,wat else baby!!!haha..we went to canteena,bangsar..had few mugs each.then headed to ma hse to go see ma mom for a while...on the way we 'isi' aso la..owh ya..''isi'' means...fill,that means we filled in the beer..bought em at dobi shop brickfields..then went to changkat LAVA..opened a bottle there and few jugs of beer with prasad n ma brother..then hopped off to havanna..we took our dinner there and had sum yummy immy killkenny..i dont know how to spell its name...fuck it...hahaha...owh ya i tried sambuka for the first time..n trust me it sucks to the max..ate sum nachos..then went to sutra drank long island..dam i was fuckin drunk by then..drank with arvan too since it was his bday...had few shots ouuta tha bttl...dancing dancing dancing..woops were in chapter 2 pj...opened another bottle...im drunk already bitches!!!!leave me..we cont drinkin at justin's place..then knocked off

PEACE YALL!!!

SINGAPORE trip we tripped..LMFAO

ok..this is how our Singapore trip started off until we got a a good place to stay..we had few problems b4 we left..1.dint change RM to sing dollar 2.dint have no place to stay 3.dint know whose gonne pick us up at the customs 4.whole lotta more problem which clever people wont do...haha..somehow we got ourselves to Singapore despite the hardship we went trough..haha.somehow we got our asses to the customs..had to line up twice cuz we dint fill sum fucking card..''CARD''...remember!!! Singaporeans dont need passport..they need ''CARD!!''..and our 1st brother RAM a.k.a MUNKY had to sit beside the custom's officer like a student to fill the white card till our brother JUSTIN a.ka the CROWD went in to save em from the pure embarrassing situation.JUSTIN:sir we came together,there r 4 of altogether CUSTOM OFFICER:owh!!in that case all of yall go sumwer and write it down,cuz theres no enough space..and i was like THANK YOU LORD!!!hahah...kna wat i mean..no way im gonne sit there..somehow made it trough the custom and headed to my cousins place in yishun...had a lil rest there till i heard remil giggling to ram..wait!!!i turned to ram..but he was asleep!!!..hahaha...macha talking in his dreams!!!...woke em up..took shower..got off my cuzzy hse..found a place to stay..BEE HIVE...RAM;we found a place to stay REMIL:wer??? RAM:bee hive Me;wtf!!!!.hahaha...we got our black asses there..hmm not bad nice place to stay...the photo im wearing my socks is the bee hive..very nice place indeed...then there comes our alltime favorite food place LAVENDER STREET..haha..not bad la tha food..malaysia's betta..then afta that we checked in got ready for the clubbin in singapore baby!!!200 for de bttl and others we spent bout 100..what a good night almost, until ram got the wrong change....hahaha..fuck it what a drunk man when he can count when hes drunk!!!!...got back and on the way back..we did wateva the government says ''no''..no no ur nt gonne listen to it..trust me..hahaha..got back..took rest and the next day went around town ms.VINITHA VALERIE VINCENT brought us around town..see,she is a real devil la...like seriously...we was walkin to sum little india place n there she showed the way to the ''redlight district''..bam!!me n remil made plans to leave behind the two devils and to walk there when we get back...hahahaha!!!...somehow afta gettin our souvenirs..we was gettin less on cash..no MUSTAFA..sad moment...very sad indeed..haha...the next morning checked out from the second place that we stayed..wanted to go to some beach..but the rain destroyed it all..had to wait for the rain to stop..we hopped in ram friend's car to her place..then sum shit happened and headed to the mrt..got ourselves outta Singapore..and damn..we was like we got back..i feel sooo safe...trust me people not a minute afta that a fight broke up in jb..i like fuck this ghetto shit..hahahaha...thats was it la...couldnt really express alll the fucking fun moment here..but atleast i tried..haha..PEACE YALL

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owh man im dead ass tired today..will post on the singapore trip tomorrow..good nitez

fucked up feelings

right now im on ma bed in this lil hotel in singapore..im feelin so fucked up right now when i got her on ma mind..ive been thinking why do i always turn back to my old ways?..wer i was there lovin this one person whole heartedly and yet she broke my heart..and i gotta make a confession here i did cheat on her!and im not gonne prove ma self it wasn't soo much for a cheating...wrong is WRONG!...so i sat back thinking bout this heartless,ugly piece of crap,big arms ,fat thighs wannabe cool idiot girl..that i used to like about 2 years ago...yet all i was looking for was for a lil piece of mind to support my heartache..i said that afta this disaster theres no way im loving a woman again..i threw back my revenge on them..the more i took the more i got hurt..and i always believe that one day ill get a piece of harmony for the crap ive been trough..theres moments wer i would be in a big crowd of my friends and felt like the loneliest person on this planet..well still i passed trough the hardship..now my life is cool again..i get wat i want..but i dont really get wat ive been yearning for..owh ya i saw her on new year..and i had nothing but LOVE when i looked into the eye of ma enemy..yeah!she is my enemy..and i still visit her blog once in a while reading all the memories and lying to maself that im not sad...and im a MAN!!and i wont feel much of the sadness..and i tell u what..be true to urself cuz no one else will be..guess wat!?ive got male friends asking me how am i good in getting girls and asks for my advice...i do give em the tips..and at the end of the conversation i say that ''you..a man,should neva ever give all uve got''..thats when shit turns to u..cuz ive been here going trough my days all alone thinking what a world for me to live in...but somehow ive made..YEAH!im proud of myself..but when its all said and done..ive got a question to god..DO LOVE REALLY EXIST?!!!!!!...owh ya and she used to say aww ''its not about the years its about the feeling we have now''..let me tell yall sumthing...how foolish can u be to trade all of the good memories to the few bad things that have happened to u in ur life....why do i want to be a fake as motherfucker tell her im done when im not?...cuz i gotta show the world im man enough to say that?!!...hahaha...and she won the game cuz she got me trough pain till now..i will bet on this that..evry single time she falls..its me that she'll think of..cuz i was pure..nt from the start but at aleast from the half of the first chapter....i dont want it to sound logical btw...and another dumb thing i did was to make her hate me more by telling her how i was cheating on her with other girls when i was with her...TO MAKE HER feel good that she took the right path outta my life..hero it seems!!!...and yeah let me tell u the truth.. she's the prettiest woman ive ever seen in my entire life..none of them even got close to her by few thousand kilometres...and she got the eyes and the smile of the angel that u can neva imagine...i dont care if shes there for me as long as im there for her..i guess my emoness stops here..i gtg sleep..good nite people,and thx for sparing a lil time for u to read my UGLY LOVE story book..

made it to all class

first thing first,i made it to all the classes i had this week,,marketing principle is fucked up boring but the teacher is aite,ok la..but i was looking at her as if she was chanting to me in a language that i couldnt understand...then was kinda stressed had to get some smoke to get outta the stress zone..finally made it trough and im here in curve with ma homeboyz afta swallowing in the hot dogs..hmm..sedap!!!...i heard the exam results will be out tomorrow..let see wat im gettin since i made it 3.5 gpa for de last sem..hehe..the subjects i love this sem is visual comm,pr,& fundamental photography..all peepz i gtg now...m rushin to sumwer..haha..see yall.

first day marketing class!!

today was good...late for class about an hour but the teacher was good and relax with me (maybe for now)..slept at 5.am..this wat happens,cuz mr.ram belungu came over to my place..watched the movie the book of eli..owh ya went to curve yesterday to eat hot dogs..quite nice and together with the ice-cream...came back home flat on the bed till ram came ova to my place in damansara...afta clas at 10a.m today went back to ma room and got flat again..mr.haikal n ram was chattin sumthin till they slept too..a i am now here hanging out at ma college's poolside..nice wind btw..haha...aowh ya bout my marketing class...damn it sucks bigtime..boring giler sial!!!..alot of reading and listening...zzz...LMFAO..fuck i couldnt make it..too broke..nice feeling..uhh baby!!..anyway im going with ram to sum cooking programme for the poor..at least ill feel good about today..i mean more than happy for not finishing my dad's money..haha..allrite i gotta go now..hittin bangsar then headin back homee...remember violence solves nothing!!!peace!!

a good day today..too early for class..kinda fucked up tooo..haha..but ive got ma subject registration done..got at about 10.30 a.m..sat around abit..brushed my teeth..LOL..to in detail ryte..haha...got ma topman jeans on and the red man united t-shirt..im not mu supporter cuz im arsenal's ..i had to wear cuz i got no other t-shirts to wear..ok moving on..went to startbuck grabbed that fucked up tasting coffee..i swear mamak's coffee tastes better...remil's favorite ''tongkat ali'' i wonder wt he do afta that ;)..high five bitches!!!!...haha..called up mr.haikal the slow man to come pick me up..and there he was,3 hrs early..ransom to ma karma..then got in the car sent ram back to his college..printed few papers for college and i swear the printing shop's owner is a fucking dog!!!...cuz they made it so long to get it printed...and went back to college by 3.30..and guess wat..no one is in the class..why???????...cuz the class is at 5p.m...lol...anyone in my class will pass out if they know that haikal and me r early for class..like seriously..k la the printing shop owner is a good man actually...lol..and here i am sitting in boredom..ok i gtg.. sum one is offering me free cigarette..bye bye bitches!!!...wait it dont leave yet..go listen to ''imagine''john lennon-tucson tribute..and seriously violence solves nothin..get it into ur brains..peace!!one love

ahhh man!!!how do i start cuz i cant really remember..ok ill start by sumthin i said after clubbing which was reminded to me by ms.vinitha valerie vincent..haha..goes sumthin like this..vinitha was standin by the pavement with her friend Reka and their shoulder clashed with a passer by..and i was so fuckin dumb to say this..''come this side,they bang u then we have to bang them''...haha..got it?..no?..fuck it...ok actually had kinda low cash yest..all we had was about only 50 in their wallet and mine...we made up our mind to meet MR.bison...uhh hes dangerous..but for 7.50 aint that bad ryte?...after drinkin the can down we headed to the club (reggae bar)...owh ya i forgot, Sathya couldnt finish his so justin (the 'CROWD') drank sum cuz he has the PLASTIC bag u see...haha...and the sathya confessed today that afta justin helped em to drink sum outta of it..he still couldnt finish it and 'KEPT' safely by the road side..haha..owh ya and mr.belungu a.k.a Ram geddon...did the artistic move by vomitting out some of the MR.BISON...i told u he was bad...Sathya's new name is picasso cuz he does this abstract art thingy when he pours out the colours of india and decorates the road..haha...let i talk about in the club now..went infront of reggae bar and bam!! wats that a funeral service?!!the question in my mind...then holla-ed them into the club to put on some dance and booze..thanks vinie for the drink!!give me five!!..haha..and i was thinkin why were in the club listening to songs and dancing in our group...like, we can do this at home ryte?...so we made move to the dance floor..there goes the 'one love song' and guess wat i forgot the lyrics...pissing of isn't it?...forgetting the lyrics of ur favorite song...and GOD! that was the last call at the bar...ok then we headed out...wanted to treat the SINGAPOREANS some booze but sadly they had to go back...but remember macha doesnt give up when he makes up his mind to drink alco alco!!...then we went in separate way..aww!!how sad..haha..mr.muscle the ''Remil Singam''...said lets go eat and i said..no bobby its drinking time...then headed to brickfields to get some booze outta kk..bought 3 long cans of super skol...went bangkong ...and look!!!!we said to each other...theres a couple..and remil said confidently..'u see friends theyre gonne make a move'and bam!they did it!..haha..then we drank up the cans..was fuckin high sky...i refused to go back home!!!...somehow macha made me do it!!!ahhhh!!!fuck la!!!i said...still they continued like they dint hear me...then we made our way back 2 B.A..owh damn on the way back!!mr.picasso dis his art thrice on the road...damn!! kl looks pretty now...haha..then we had makan n a li chat..and we headed back home..and it was too late for justin to send me back cuz it was already 7.30 a.m..wtf nigga!!!...haha..i crashed in ram's place..had a good night sleep..and here i am..in the restaurant afta eatin ma indo mee..allritee..its all for now..see u once again!!!peace!!

well...i juz came bac from church..good day,had trouble waking up for church at first but now its all worth it u know..at last made it there..the mass was quite boring at first actually,guess who i met miss kimberley han su lin...i was like who the heck is this woman?and suddenly came to ma conscious that she was 'she'..haha..funny afta years seein her...all grown to adulthood..afta that was contemplating on leaving the church fast cuz i saw ma brother there cuz i dint go back this week.cuz daddy is mad at me cuz i over used the rent money...LOL..people make mistakes...and i swear i wont repeat it...people!! dont try this in ur life ''rent over using''haha...ow yeah last night was kinda epic when justin and i had no money to go out to meet remil n friends,and yes were the legends..we went to the bank to check into ma bank account...and guess wat,ma father dint bank in which showed me the balance of rm15...wowowo...im rich bitch!!!..lol..why dint he bank in?..remember my ''rent over using''...thats why..but atleast i free from the stress now figuring out how to save back..quite a big sum u noe.....owh ya after we had nth to cash outta the ATM..we continued our journey back to a very special place...''home''..so special...lol...this wat machas do when theyre broke..head back home nigga!!!!...afta that had that few puffa outta the mr.dun-bukit..went to sleep..zzz..at about 4a.m...and today i gotta get ready for college...owh ya i supposed to talk bout kim..hahaha..she used to be this big size,bigger than me monster..haha..serious i was scared of her..we was in the same catechism class since 7 years old...and same school from form to 2(mid of it)...thats all la..owh ya now shes hot!!..woot woot..and next movin on..lookin forward to a great weekday without skipping class and gym..haha..alrite till we meet again..bye bye:)

there they are my new shows which i bought for christmas..nice aint it?!...actually i dont really enjoy the attention i get from these shoe but kinda stylish tho...i dont knw y i keep talking bout ma shoes...let me get to ma today's life...woke up about 2.pm..damn that late for a young man..then got to ma aunt's place in cheras to get sumthin for justin's mum..was in there and blastin the LMFAO songs..and boom there goes..''the public stunt''...had few machas lookin at us like...wtf!!..then we went back home.and guess wat.we only had 4 bucks and spent 2 on the can drink..damn then we had 2 buck when the toll gon cost us rm2.20...so wat we had to do take the free way and also the long way...wohooo..little roadtrip back home...and i miss my little baby..shes gorgeous aint she?..haha...i miss her alot..allrite i gotta go get ready...goin for a house party just to eat the good food..LOL..see ya!!

well.i dont know wer to start so ill start bout my favorite shoe...>>>>here look..thats my favorite..they're 3 years old already...hmmm..look at the lace its old as the shoe.. wat else i can say...owh yeah i took this photo when i was on the way to subang in ma cuzzy's car with ma canon 550d with the 50mm lens...no bad ryte?..i know2..hmm life is being very good to me lately...sometimes ada la sikit2 susah..and i just came back from bangsar had sum real man talk with ma homeboyz...smoke like 2 box outta the dunhill...evrything was going quite fine till remil had to drop the stell chair which made a whole lotta noise that made the whole shop to turn back n look at us..and i was like YEAH!YEAH!...we are famous now...look at us perform how we pick the chair back up...but it was a really good nite..and my mind suddenly paused for a moment cuz i was quite tired doin nth..and was anticipating for good sleep at justin's place...and now here i am..LOL..i guess thats all for now...so stay tune for the next episode..goodnite ladies n gentlemen