LIFE,LIFE,LIFE

Its been a long time since i last blogged...it feels like im breathing in fresh air...life was hard lately...but im comin back into the game of LIFE...slowly climbing up with my burdens that bringing me down...but i neva gave in ,with christ by my side there is nothin impossible...so if yall was like keepin up with ma facebook updates...yall be like damn wats wrong with this guy...he's changed....haha i did change ma life style lately...it was hell that i went trough....but god saved me and setted me into the right place....now i noe LIFE is not only about alcohol,up in smoke,and all that stuff that this materialistic world has to offers....life is way more than that..yall noe wat i mean...life is about love as i learned trough till this point of life...i still remember when i was a lil kid where i wuz all innocent and things like that...now i truly wish that everything will go back to the past....and turn back the hands and time..but its impossible in human nature as yall can see...every lesson that i went trough was not that bad till these days where its so hard to carry on and harsh...god try to warn us but sometimes we dont see...but its all gods plan..whatever it is life has to go on no matter what the situation is, till the day we R.I.P....so what im tryna is is that life is much more worth than what were doing right now...like partyin and all that bring losses to our lives it aint forver but love of god is forver...trust me one day everyone will noe this fact...i had alot of foes and flyin up there in the fence of pride....but now im down to earth...everyone who hate me forgive me,even if u dont i forgive yall....i have no foes and im a free man livin in hands of god....just pause a lil moment and take a look at the life u been trough...if its good go ahead and if its bad change it for the better....till we meet again in the next episode..haha....take life calm and serious at the the same time...dont take this post as a nerd's opinion on life but take this as a message from ur close friend who cares for whoever u are

life as an outlaw

got up todae thinkin bout somethin that really hurts the most(havin trouble acceptin the fact that she's changed)...life goes on..so i called up ma homeboy remil raja singam..he is being useful nowdays..noe what i mean he's workin man...then got in to games a lil while..dota where ill be the best...haha jkjk...then another homie came up and suggested to have a lil drinkin session(shhh..alcohol)kids say no to mr.alc aite...cheeese...then called up appu where the hood at...had a war goin on in dota ...then we headed to the padang "the hotspot"....then had a real good time then laughin our ass out....then called up another homie who i have just met the other day to pick us up from the spot...then had a lil ronda tiem headed straight back home....

Enjoy seeing the light but living in the dark

how do i start ...umm... woke up in the mornin about 2 a.m and found out that im hungry..so called up some of ma dawgs..i said im hugnry they said they're hungry too...so called em up to ma place to pick me up since i have no license or car for me to drive....ummm sad...ok forget bout it...then ma homie come picked me up for a lil small amount of food to consume...but it dint happen it happens to be a big amount...so had it real tight till i cant breathe...owh damn now i know how my baby eats to be like what she is now..haha.. kiddin fatty....afta dat i didi what i do everyday which is dota....damn it gets the best of me man....won all the game to be exact....damn i love this man....then about 5 hours later which is about 7a.m i got back home...damn i heard ma small lil buster cryin...i was like what the hell is wrong with u...then ma mom answered that he needs some milk...so ma cousin mixed em a cup of milk...i fed em...damn he is cute when he get the lil milk mustage on his mouth....haha...then got a lil tired and gave ma baby photo a lil kiss and hugged ma bed real tight....i love ma bed....then abot 8a.m ma homie from another side of the place called me up...asked me to come join em...so i got up...cause i supposed to send ma cousin to he lrt to go to work...peepz she is new to kl...aite...so tha place was on the way...so i followed her...saw ma homie remil the duckhead so joined em afta givin ma cousin a lil direction on how to get to the lrt from there...then me and ma duckhead homie got to the cc where we play dota all day and get higg...the the small man and sydie came in...i was like damn when u came down....then we continued playin like nothin happened...about 3p.m went back home real tire and had a bomb sleep...bomb sleep means even a bomb burst beside u...u will neva get up...know wat i mean...and afta goin trough the dream and all that....im up know and bloggin ryte know whick is abt 3a.m and not to forget chattin ma baby too...todays poem is..

I still remember the first time i came here
it was all ruff and tuff to carry on
but now,im a grownn man in the zone
clone will neva made out of me
the only muthafucka with a different attitude
goin trough solitude everyday,
clay me and ull get killed,
drill me and ull get dust of iron,
thats how i am,a lion...

aite peepz see yall

Vacation with ma Relations

well u see im a rapper,so i rhyme about ma title..haha just kiddin...so i woke up in the mornin thinkin bout ma first vacation with ma family and girlfriend....it was like damn..then at about 2p.m we left to taiping..on the way i had to see the wonderful scenery,like the mountains that is almost possible to be there and the naughty cows that tryin to cross the road(so wonderful)...suddenly i turned to ma right side and ma naughty baby was sleepin...i was like get up girl look ay the scenery, its awesome...she was like...nah im sleepy(errrr..almost kissed her for bein cute),actually i kissed her....about 4 hours afta dat we got to our destination...damn it was alll good...its like, i got my baby with me ,i've got the best scnery and i've got ma family with me...i was like god this is the best and the bomb of hiroshima nagashaki.....whechecked in to tha room....i got really tired and took a nap,ma baby was right by ma side..almost had tears in ma eyes for bein so happy haha imagine ma face peepz...then about 10 a.m...i got up..i was like is this vacation all about im sleepin, damn...then i called up king edward, ma brother (one and only)haha...i got to his room and he had the boooozeeeeeeeeeeeeee peepz....i was like damn its nothin better than it now....so we got some in to our throats then got a lil high...then we dint really got enough of it so we searched all over town for it...damn it was dead all around...so we stopped for a lok lok or somethin...then got back in to the car and we found out that it was 6a.m. went back to that hotel and found some of ma cuzzys and uncs was awake...so i took the shortcut for answerin no questionz(hit the bed and closed ma eyes real tight)afta about 1 hour i heard this cute angeled voice call me...i opened ma eyes real slow,so that iwont be lookin into ma parents angry face, and it was carmen...so i gave her a good mornin kiss and went to sleep..she said ino way im goin to sleep, shesaid lets go swimin..i said no im tired..she asked whether i drank i said lil...so she gave me a lil slap for it...and then she started to nagg me till i got up...i got up at about 2p.m. so imagine how long was she naggin me...haha...so went to the pool but dint swim...so we got to the tennis court....carmen sucked at it ...not like me i was like nadal in his prime...haha..then packed up real quick to get to ma hometown(perak,sitiawan)...the same scenerio happened again, i was enjoying the scenery and ma baby was sleepin...awww its okay cuz she is a sleepin beauty...then got to ma cuzzy's place where thugs get free and we gotta to be in g...haha...then we went to teluk batik...im really sorry peepz cause theres is no photos...its all in ma dads cam....came back and ate a lil bit and baby c got on it all over..haha(wonder why she is fat)...then ma father called sayin that we need to go back to k.l...i was like what the hell...so we chilled for a while and got to ma another uncs place...after meetin our cute lil cuzzy who is balled now, we were off to k.l....owh yeah did i tell u about ma new puppy in da house...he is so damn cute... got back home and setted up a place for em to stay...then went to bed...thats how the great weekend ended...so i wrote a poem when i was lookin at the mountains..this how it goes...well its not all that i wrote...

As we all journey jointly,
I’m astonished about the way that deity
Gave us a place to settle
No matter whatever race or color we are,
We get the equal share of it
And I so damn glad of it
The manner he carry out it is “love”
Love is the one that get us as one
So I want to feel peace forever,
As we voyage together
Meant for better days
For all empire of the earth.

-thats all people much love for everyone-

FIRST TIME IN BLOGSPOT

hi peepz,im new so i dont really know what to write but i have somethin in ma mind...i've created this blogspot so i can post my poems that i have created all this years..at least i do sumthin ryte..life being tuff ryte now...wat to do life is a bitch...mmm shoutouts for my baby g..if u know me u will definately know her...u know wat i mean,haha..thats us the chellos...say cheese...haha...stpm is a bitch as well,crackin my crackhead up...damn im gonna screw it i guess...is 3.27 in the mornin and i have nothin to do...just listening to tupac's songs....another thing b4 i end this first post of mine in blogspot's history...im gonna miss ma fatty c when she goes to national service...im gonna miss her real bad and im not sure whether i can cope with it...aite peepz one love till we meet again